hectic

First week of uni was supposed to be free and easy but as for me, heck im busy as a bee! Freakin' stressed with the event stuff actually.. This is sooo gonna be my first and last time joining cuz its totally out of my league. Perhaps i should find something suits me well instead of this.. Well, i'll take this as an experience and a lesson then.. :/

this is how my room looks like currently. superb messy i know -_-

rmie's corner after she went home in the evening the other day.. :x

my forever never tidy closet.

packs of 'dedications' to sell! i've got like hundreds of them to sell
T___________T

my uber tired/plain face.
very ugh-ish.


FYI, these are the 2 packages that we (our event) are selling :-

RM2 each *if im not mistaken

RM3 each

please buy? :S i promise i'll blog more next time.. lol

another plain face of mine.
one more thing, im so sorry for the lack if updates again.. i've got like soo many pending posts to blog but i just dont have the mood.. this week itself im feeling really down and stressed. Lotsa things happening around and im still not used to it.. sigh~ Hubby leaving to KL tmr and yeah, its still hard for me to accept the fact though i already knew it long ago.


will definitely blog again before i got back to uni on Sunday evening.
:)

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These couple of days were kinda hectic for me.. Its my first time to actually be a leader of a particular bureau for some uni event and my oh my, its not easy! I think im not used to handle that much of burden till i had insomnia for dayssss.. ahh shoot me people -_-
Okay lets just skip this..

So last Sunday, the girlfriends wanted to have a short gathering but many of them couldnt make it.. We decided to have dinner at KFC while waiting for Huiling to dismiss from her work..

nom nom..

thanks to Leen for the london cookies!
taste great :D

It was freezing cold in KFC cuz its raining heavily outside yet they didnt lower down the air conditioner or something.. lol we gossip alot too! After Huiling is done with her work, we changed to Zero Degree instead.. somewhere not that cold.. haha

Xinyan with yours truly.
*ignore my super plain face* :x

munyee with mayling..
btw thats the cheese pancake that tasted horrible.. haha i didnt tried eating though cuz im too tired to chew..

disgruntled huiling and her bf, clement trying to cheer her up xD

have to crop huiling out if not she'll definitely kill me..
not only huiling but clement as well! #runforlife

I dont intend to blog today but for the sake of keeping my blog alive, this is a short one for you guys! Tomorrow will be a better post.. Here's a sneak peek of it :p

guess where i went to yesterday?

oh ya, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims in the world! ;)

random.

heylo peepos! sorry for the lack of updates AGAIN.. its not that im so busy or what but everytime i logged into blogspot, my brain just jammed, like totally blank and i dont even know how to start my blogpost! ahhh i know i suck.. D;
anyway, 2 more weeks left and imma hit back my uni aka jungle! :( so sad but true, 3 months is just like 3days -____- Good thing was hubby just finished his exam few days back and could spend more time with me now! this means i get to go shopping more often :D

btw, yesterday we went to release our 'so-called-stress' and got totally out of our mind. Please excuse my/our silly expressions :S

more updates soon, i promise! ;)

Being Weak

Today is just another bad day. My tummy woke me up early this morning. No, its not my tummy rumbling but i took my weekly fibre drink the night before due to constipation matters and its freaking pain this time! - pain in the arse, hell yeah! Kept going to the toilet for countless times as usual but this time its different- its so hard for me to walk cuz my tummy hurts so bad that i feel like gliding myself to the toilet bowl instead. - lol! Had a tormenting time in the toilet yet i felt so sleepy that i nearly dozed off! (imagine youself in the middle of 'business' or whatsoever but you felt like as if your eyes were drooping!) totally wth. -_-
Received a bad news after that. It hit me so bad. Okay, maybe i was thinking too much and putting too much hope on it. End up, disappointment hit me right back on my face. Had an emotional break down. :'(
Next thing was gastric. Yeah i admit, i kinda skip breakfast and sorta starved myself these few days.. Im too 'busy' with stuffs over the net and forgot to eat! :/ And i had sour and spicy food most of the time. Boyy it sucks! The pain sorta pierce through my stomach and affected my back bone to sore so badly. Spend most of my time on bed this afternoon. hmm..
ahh.. it sucks to be me! oh well.. gotta cheer myself up with something! holiday is ending soon and i dont want my holidays to end with much sorrows and sadness!

random picture of the day :)

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i think this is the effect of staying-home-too-long.. Nothing much to do everyday will eventually comes down to thinking too much. Even the slightest thing in life matters so much to me now. I dont know why and i tried not to be like that but i just cant help myself. I can sense that something bad is happening.. Am i thinking too much? :/

Well, everything happens for a reason right? :')

ps: Scientists have found that forcing yourself to smile can alleviate a bad mood. So yeah, am forcing myself to smile! I think it works (sometimes) only for awhile :)

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hello! sorry for the lack of updates.. im tooooo lazy to blog and i cant seem to have the blogging frenzy coming these days.. :( Well, been rotting as usual everyday but guess what? Hubby taught me how to drive again after not driving for 2 years long.. Dont blame me people, i dont want that too.. I really wanna drive but there's no suitable car for me and im just too scared to drive mum and dad's big car.. But! Hubby has been training/coaching me to drive with his car! I drove to the island twice and a couple of times around the mainland for dinner with hubby..

that's a fake smile on my face!

i was literally feeling pissed at that time cuz hubby was snapping me while im driving and its really distracting!! now i know how it feels :S

and this is hubby cam whoring with my camera..

its like we've switched roles! lmaoooo

candid but not so candid.. haha

hubby went and play basketball with some kid..

this was taken during some random day out with hubby after his class ends on weekdays..

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Another random post.

hubby was sick these few days so got to take something plain for lunch.. i feel so guilty too cuz i wanted to watch Monte Carlo so much and hubby acted like as if he's okay to bring all the way to Gurney for the sake of watching the movie.. i know i sucked :(

but thanks hubby you're the best!

I Love Yoo (Yoo Tiao) for lunch!

everytime i said I Love Yoo, hubby will reply me with I Love Yoo(you) too! he's sooo sweet! :p

they serve traditional Chinese snacks with a modern twist!

the price is reasonable but if to compare with the ones you bought from the market, this is definitely more pricey..

Dry scallop porridge.

im not a big fan of porridge but i can admit that i kinda like this.. the texture is so smooth and it taste good!

sesame ball.

i dont really eat this but he liked it soo much! and for the 'yoo tiao' or should i say 'eu char kuey' in hokkien is very crunchy! We cant finish it at that time so we requested to 'tapau' and we ate it AFTER our movie ends which is more than 2 hours later..and surprisingly, its still so crunchy! :O

oh ya, the soya drink is not bad too :)

super love the huge mirror in front of our table.. HAHAHA

Monte Carlo was kinda funny.. I liked Selena Gomez in that movie though.. Hubby thinks that Leighton Meester has that eerie look and he didn't really like her since he watched The Roommate movie.. lol walked around to search for my new handbag but to no avail.. I cant make up my mind on which bag i want! Any recommendations? :S

Left Gurney kinda early but our tummy starts growling again! Those porridge must have digested real fast! So, we stop by at Old Town for tea.. :p

hubby and i with our fishy lips!

he looked kinda angry here right? but he's just acting cool! heeee...

Hubby drove me home after that but right after he dropped me, his car broke down in front of my house and we waited nearly an hour or more for some foremen to check his car and his dad to come pick him up.. It was awkward but we had a great time! LOL!!

thats about it! a very random post of mine :)

i've done my best

Results came out few days ago.. the unofficial one was 2days before the official one.. how pathetic?! Anyway, its better than what i expected for.. For some of you who follows my blog then you should know how much i rant about my studies this semester :/ yes the paper is super damn difficult that i thought i might fail the paper *im talking about my Financial Accounting and Reporting paper* turn out i get a B for it! and i got a mixture of A+ , A, A- for the other 6papers.! im actually pretty glad :)
The sad part was, my CGPS dropped tremendously and CGPA dropped by 0.09! THIS SHUCKS. T______________________________________T
hope i could either maintain or improve during the next semester.. *keeping fingers cross*


Here's some random pictures of mummy and myself. Took these pictures before attending some wedding dinner in penang..

curls for the night. im starting to miss my curly hair now..

with my mummy aka soul sister / best friend
mum says she dont really like how she look here but i think she looks stunning..
:)

more updates next time. chao!

exam.

oh boyyyyy... its been long since i last update my blog! its been 2 weeks or more i know.. my apologies peeps.. :/ i've been really busy with my studies.. having my finals now and the dates are quite near to each other.. sigh, honestly this semester's subjects are kinda new to me.. and i had a hard time dealing with it.. for the FIRST TIME. i felt so blur for a subject in uni plus its my MAJOR paper.. ACCOUNTINGS! why must you be sooooo difficult to understand?! i never thought u would be so complicating and u even made me feel so down and emotional for few time! :'( DAMN. anyway, 5 papers down. so far all papers are still oh-kay for me.. but im left with 2 more major papers which is Financial Management I and Financial Accounting and Reporting I. For the first time ever, im hoping for a pass. this is so not me! but thats what i can hope for.. I'll still do my best till the very end.. wish me luck people! sorry for making you guys reading this.. I promise to blog more when i got back on the 25th of May alright? Im going to have a 3 months long of semester break.
So, be sure to visit my blog and click on the ads for me? pls? :p



better continue studying! Cuz i really want a better result. :(



with love,
Janlyn.