Being Weak

Today is just another bad day. My tummy woke me up early this morning. No, its not my tummy rumbling but i took my weekly fibre drink the night before due to constipation matters and its freaking pain this time! - pain in the arse, hell yeah! Kept going to the toilet for countless times as usual but this time its different- its so hard for me to walk cuz my tummy hurts so bad that i feel like gliding myself to the toilet bowl instead. - lol! Had a tormenting time in the toilet yet i felt so sleepy that i nearly dozed off! (imagine youself in the middle of 'business' or whatsoever but you felt like as if your eyes were drooping!) totally wth. -_-
Received a bad news after that. It hit me so bad. Okay, maybe i was thinking too much and putting too much hope on it. End up, disappointment hit me right back on my face. Had an emotional break down. :'(
Next thing was gastric. Yeah i admit, i kinda skip breakfast and sorta starved myself these few days.. Im too 'busy' with stuffs over the net and forgot to eat! :/ And i had sour and spicy food most of the time. Boyy it sucks! The pain sorta pierce through my stomach and affected my back bone to sore so badly. Spend most of my time on bed this afternoon. hmm..
ahh.. it sucks to be me! oh well.. gotta cheer myself up with something! holiday is ending soon and i dont want my holidays to end with much sorrows and sadness!

random picture of the day :)