im so sick!

yeah u got that right! I am so sick right now... well not practically THAT sick tho.. just recovered from fever few days ago and now i stuck with this very sexy voice of mine! its uber sexy that whenever i tried to talk, no voice came out.. its more like whispering now.. FML. yesterday it was bad but today its worse! i just hope it will get better by tomorrow.. i couldnt even talk on the phone properly with my mum, hubby, friends, etc.. *blames self for eating fried food too much* *blames myself for sleeping late* i sleeps before 12am daily *blames myself for not drinking enough water daily* i drank AT LEAST 3 LITRES of water daily.. so i guess the food sucks! end up now im having either mee sup, bihun sup, kueyteow kungfu or spaghetti daily! no more chicken chop, nasi ayam or whatsoever! -.-

Been really busy lately, truckloads of assignments piling up.. its never gonna end! T_T i've been really emotional for the past few days.. thinking that i couldnt cope with what im doing now.. its really hard at times and sometimes i even think of giving up.. excelling in my first semester doesnt mean i could continue excel in the following semester. i can feel the pressure towards me now and i fear, I REALLY FEAR that i couldnt maintain my results. most people think that results is just a piece of paper and when we go out to work next time, results are not that important as what most people think it is.. but its definitely a bonus if u obtain good grades.. i try to think on that point of view and i find it not wrong but still, for me i think that results are pretty much important for myself, to see how far i can go since i have the opportunity to do so.. therefore, i just hope i dont get emotional easily and continue to strive for my personal expectations and prove that I CAN DO IT. *i hope*


updates bout myself a lil,
having mid term examinations.. the dates are all very far from each other and this means constant studying and i have no time to go home for the weekends due to most examinations which literally falls on FRIDAY. i friggin hate it.
As for now, i think im coming back on the 17th of march, IF THERE'S NO SUDDEN EVENT COMING UP. (still VERY long, i know) yeah, lotsa events going on in my uni here but im just too lazy to write about it as i dont find any of it fancies me. oh well.


sorry for the plain/no pictures post. im just letting out how i feel! u can skip this if u want! :p
woooookay.. back to my books now! *nerdy me*
TOOOOOOOOODLESSSSSSSSSSS~