First choice, form 6. Yes its cheaper but its hard and i dont wanna sit for another major examination in my life which is STPM.. tho i heard some says tat even i go to any colleges theres still examinations to sit which is equally difficult. okay, if i really chose to go form six. where to go?? bm high is quite far for me.. so.. i dont know.. and what if i dont do well in my STPM? ...will there be any place for me in any local unis?
Second choice is to go private colleges. Many of relatives and friends dont actually approve me of doing so because its quite a waste of money as it cost quite a sum of $$.. the only private college that i might probably be going is tarc.. yes TARC! tho i heard lotsa negative rumours bout that college.. cuz its d cheapest i can say and provides this Meritscholarship? but.. this is only for the first year and i heard they provide some-other-kinda-scholarship for the second year and so on? what if i flunked on d second year? what if my pointer sucks? wat if...
Third choice which merely depends on my luck.matriculation and some scholarships provided by local unis. I just hope and pray hard that i could get accepted so tat my parents could save their money like my bro's situation. my bro literally get the matriculation and now he's in some local unis.. im actually proud of him. I just hope i could be like him.
U guys may think there's nothing to worry about but as for me.. Its like making d hardest decision in my life and u know how i dont like to make decisions!!!I am not rich so i have financial problems to take into consideration and Im not smart. I just pray to be
well and dont end like being like me.. u'll definitely regret!sigh~yours truly,
Janlyn
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